Happy Easter you guys!
Taking little Addison on an Easter egg hunt.
@aubrielaken want to come over with your kitties later and have an Easter dinner.

Out and about with my little Addison Emmi.

@sandyhiggins and @cooper-1's wedding reception.
 
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watching grey's anatomy until i'm sleepy.
message me for now.

I have been here before. I am not all new. So in case you wanted to know about me, here you go.
My name is Marissah, I am 18. I live in Tennessee. I am a military child, my dad is in the Navy. I go to culinary school, where I learn new things everyday. And I enjoy that. This year is the first year that I do not have a spring or summer break so its getting crazy for me. I have two younger brothers, two dogs, a mom and a dad. Yes my parents are still married. I want to be a YouTuber and open up my own bakery someday. Who really cares? I am depressed, I have thought of ending my life since I was 14 but something keeps me from doing it. I am trying to get the help I need and soon it will happen. I'm sure I could go on and say that this place is an escape because it really is. In real life I am probably one of the most shyest girls you'd ever meet, where as online I could go on forever talking about me and who I encounter everyday.
 
Right now I have the most amazing guy that I am seeing, he's not my boyfriend but I am still seeing him. He's great and he was there when nobody else was, so he saved my life in a time when I needed someone and no one else was there. I started talking to him in August a couple days before my 18th birthday and let me tell you he became one of the few people that knows everything about me.
 
Its not just here that I have found an escape from the everyday. I have also found YouTube. I am on that site for hours on end and I feel way better after every video I watch. It doesnt matter if its a daily vlog or a guy in his bedroom playing a horror game. I still watch it and it makes me feel better, a lot better. Thats why I want to be a YouTuber, so I can make someone else feel better about themselves. Making partner would just be a perk.
 
Lets take a moment to realize how jumpy I am with this....oh well though.
I really wanted to get this out.
I just really did.
 
I have depression and have thought of ending my life but I am trying 100% to get help. Because I know with the guy I am seeing and the people I got to school with I have the moral support I need to actually do this.
 
There is also one person on here that knows just about EVERYTHING about me. And I know I can always go to her with anything, and I have. The past year I have known her has been amazing. @aubrielaken. Thank you for being the most amazing friend to me. With out you I wouldn't have gotten the courage to get through the things I have gotten through.